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it's been so long since i wrote here. not very long i guess, but 2.5 months is my longest record. i dun think anyone is still reading this, but i shall just update a little on what's been going on. part of the reason why i stopped writing, is because i have been writing in a diary. in chinese. yes. and it's more of a thought/feelings kind of diary rather than a log book of life kind of diary. and yes, i wrote in chinese because i didn't want to lose touch with my chinese. and surprisingly, i am not too bad still. (:
hmm. affairs of the heart. it's the same old. had a crush on someone who is insanely older than me. and i think i am starting to get over it. ha. after some time, i have gotten used to just cutting off a certain part of my heart until it heals. so that it doesn't hurt that much. so my relationship status remains the same. although many of my frens would be disappointed to hear that.
some times i wonder, if it's really strange that i am still single when i am already 21. cos it is kinda disturbing that 4 different friends have been trying to set me up. maybe a certain part of me wants to be in a relationship, to have someone to share about my day with, but well, i think at this point, i can still make do without. afterall, i have been very independent all this while in terms of such stuff. i can make decisions without being dependent on another person's opinions, i have other people to share about my day with. maybe i don't know what i am missing yet. well, shall just see how things go. it can't be hurried anyway.
hmm. i haven't been dancing alot these days. so i am getting majorly fat. nah, not fat, but well, i am not on my best form i guess. ricky's graham class is on hold. i really miss it. i learn so much about my body and movement and isolation in his class. and his class is always a challenge with a good dose of humour. oh man, can't wait for class to resume. the only downside is, the class is at bishan. bi-freaking-shan. which takes me 2.5hrs to-and-fro of travelling time.
dance camp came and went. honestly, i wasn't feeling so upbeat about dance camp initially. actually as the days drew nearer, the more i felt like i didn't want to go. but i am glad i went anyway. the enthusiasm of the seniors and the freshies got me all enthusiastic too. the positive energy was too much. it probably felt empty for me because people like huiting and shiqin weren't there with me. they are my closest synergy pals. but i don't think it's likely that they will be back anytime soon. quite sad about that. but thank goodness, the comm in the batch below me are really warm and nice and i can get along with them pretty well. i-night was tiring though. my stomach growled so loudyly during interview that the whole room could hear it. and it wouldn't stop. so embarrassing!! all in all, it was good time spent!
about my internship. hmm. i can only say, it got me to see more about the world. and 6 months is too short a time to really know a person still. i realised that my mentor isn't that great a person afterall. in fact, she's quite selfish and inconsiderate. but well, at least my head of department is really understanding. they are thinking of keeping me next semester. meaning i go back average1-2 days a week to continue working on my projects. my only term was that i need to be learning new techniques. and my head of department agreed to it. i love him!!
so if all goes well, next semester is going to be real busy. 5 core modules, 2 full day labs, my free day will be spent working in my current workplace. and there will be terp09, and ricky's class on sundays.
im going for seven one's christmas potluck in a while. excited! i made muffins! hope everyone likes it! (:
